Bubble tea think of me think of all that we’ve been through,

Think of all the things that I’ve told you,

And now it’s gone,

Like ice in the fire.

And now I’m gone and you we’re wrong,

‘Cus nothing last for ever,

‘Cus I never fit in,

Like a crow in a flock of doves

Is that my love?

Take it away take it away what do I say just

Take it away from me,

Like a ship going out to sea

Sealed with a kiss and a childish smile,

But we’ve only been for a little while

Nothing more

Than what has been before

And the light that burns my eyes

I steal it a way

Just this time

Just this time

Just in time

For you

Bubble tea think of me think of every word I told you,

As we build a ship for two,

Or more

Sail away into the clouds, just us and our crowd

getting rowdy and loud, think I’ll go now, I have to go

Bubble tea think of me think of every word I told you,

As we build a ship for two,

Or more

Sail away into the clouds, just us and our crowd

getting rowdy and loud, think I’ll go now, I have to go

Go now I have to go now say good bye now

As time flies now and you furrow your brow at me

 

i feel disgusting. i'm sick and i have to study for a stupid tech test. + i'm crushing (such a juvenile word, but it fits the best.) on a drug addicted jack ass who has no redeeming qualities what so ever!  well, except he is smart. very smart, like can go to school stoned and still ace a test smart. it's altering my demeanor, i am so annoyed at my predicament and ashamed of my infatuation. i mean he's only half decent when he's baked! and so yeah, i am sad and angry and in emotional turmoil, so anyone who bothered to read this, do you have and opinions?

 sigh. what an uneventful halloween. it's rather depressing, iwas invited to a party and didn't go because i wouldn't know anybody there. it's so weird, i am such a social butterfly when i'm with my friends but alone i become a wall flower. i had to go trick or treating by myself too. finally, there were no kids other than me trick or treating!!!! for christ's sake people! get into the halloween spirit! next year, i'm going to make it better!

on the plus side, my marylin costume rocked. 

  i guess i am done. well okay. to marrow is halloween and i am going to Marylin Monroe. i think that is how her name is spelled. i consider her the original playboy bunny, but not to sleazy. i guess just sleazy for the early 1900's. but what ever, she is still the coolest. i lover her. i need to contact michelle, i have to talk to her. i'm tired of her leading me on so i have to get hthings out into the open.  i am kind of excited because i might get to go trick or treating with my friend franki and that will be a blast!

 
what does every one have against it? i don't have a lot of peppy school spirit but it is fun to dress up and have a reason for it. why cant cool-ness be being a little different? o-vat-evah. i have home work....

hard day, hard week, hard life. my grandmother passed away last sunday. sucks ass...  jesus do i really sound that depressing? sad... but i'm so tired of the shit hitting the fan! a few months ago my mom's best friend died, so it's rough you know? i think my title makes me sound like a stoner. but should i care? can you judge me for that? sure you could, but judging is never knowing is it? life never gets easier. this is where the dead sleep... yeah it is.